I don’t know quite what to say, or even where to begin. I haven’t really known for what seems like a long while now. Time has certainly taught me valuable lesson from knowing who will always be there for me, knowing who is worth to keep and whose not and to being a more reasonable person. Times like this when I have too much time, I over-think and stresses myself out with unnecessary things. There are so many things going on in my mind. It's probably the worst place to be at.
I don't know what to expect when I am studying abroad. I really don't know how things are going to be and I don't know if I can survive on my own. Probably the thing that worries me most is that I can't stand to let go of all these things I've done here. I don't want to miss out on things when I'm already so attached to it. I can't stand to see it all happening right in front of me and I am not there. Maybe this a challenge that I should face. A challenge to move on to another stage of life.
Throughout my college and university life in HELP, I've been through a lot of things that have made me the person I am today. A better me. I started out college without knowing anyone and I did not expect a thing from there. Probably because I was rushing to enter college at that time. Without a clue, my college life has been filled with new experiences, new people and new environment. What surprises me is that throughout college itself, I've met so many different people and I came to know that I am able to talk to many different people. I started to learn how people aren't the same and all the hardships that they have to go through. I got to know many people from different backgrounds and different lifestyle which has probably made a more flexible person. I know some people who lives the lifestyle-of-rich-and-famous to people who have to study hard because of their parents to people who works part-time while studying. At this moment, I'm just thankful to have witnessed all these things.
Well, University life wasn't much different from college, I suppose. Again, I started off without knowing anyone familiar as I was confused of what course I want to take.To be honest, there were a few familiar ones but I am not close to them. At the beginning, I thought Mass Communication was the right choice. However, at the second semester, I regretted taking this course. There were many reasons behind it so I'll just leave it as it is. Things changed in the third semester of my Year 1. I started to realize that it's not much of the grades that matters in the university life, it's the journey that matters. Of course academics is important. No doubt. But I realized I have to make use of my university life and just to enjoy it.
As I said before, I started the course without knowing anyone but I've made friends along the way. They're probably the friends I will never forget. The times we get in trouble and the times we explore new places and things are just beyond measures. Of course there were dramas and all. At the third semester of my Year 1. I found myself being more comfortable hanging out with guys. There were no dramas but lame jokes and it has shown me true friendship. You can probably find me hanging out with a bunch of guys most of the time rather than girls. The guys were all so carefree and that's what makes me like to hang out with them. I like how when my guy friends include me in their circle and remind me I’m not forgotten among their insider talk. It’s good to not be ignored and to be respected.
University life has been good so far. I can't deny that I won't miss them bunch of retards. Things aren't going to be the same without them. Guess it's a way of life. Moving on to things that are greater in life. All hail for the Internet. I hope I can still stay in contact with them.
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