You are a child's play-thing!

You kept making me wonder and giving me false hope. What did I do to deserve that? I think I could be treated much better. All you do is making me fantasize and it's a heart aching feel for me.

So gym started. And it's a pain in the ass cause I, myself don't favour gymrama very much unlike cheerleading. Cheerleading is a total different case for me.

I <3>

I live for cheerleading! (:

Last week Wednesday was the first training for the MSSMKL competition. And that was my first time learning the routine and getting know how to use the ROPE! I don't like rope very much. PFFT!

After that one training, I started the training this week, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. So in total, I only had 4 training session.

And guess what? The competition is tomorrow for GOD SAKE! Geez! The coach was saying that the judges can identify who are not the gymnast. And I very much agree with her cause hack! I am no gymnast. I've got no basic. But oh well, I'll give it my all for tomorrow's competition. Hope I won't screw up the whole routine cause I'm competing in group exercise. *nerve wrecking moment*

And I have yet to go buy leggings, scrunchy and clips for tomorrow.

You are the rainbow after the rain

My Hyukkie is just so talented. Well, the song is for Kangin Oppa because he is leaving for the army.

EunHae composed this song for him :)

Operator! Give me the number for 911

Beast is the B2ST!
On the 26th of June 2010, they had a showcase in Malaysia.
SHOCK OF THE NEW ERA!
& I was lucky enough. Kar Mun had an extra ticket and she knew I wanna go so she gave it to me :) It was worth the half price instead of paying RM120. But RM120 includes, TICKET ENTRANCE, T-SHIRT and ALBUM!
It's worth paying for the RM120 if you ask me. I wanted to buy the album but sad case, it's sold out.
I gave up hoping that I can go see B2ST but YIPPPIE!
I saw them in person! They were dancing, singing and smiling! Hahaha.
AWESOME SHOWCASE despite of all the waiting and unorganized planning by UNI@%^& MU%^#.
And that showcase, there is autograph session. I got the signatures and they were signing it in front of me.
I'm loving YONG JUN HYEONG aka Poppin Dragon. His dancing is madness I tell ya. MADNESS!


THANK YOU KAR MUN!

It's not like you've won a grammy award so please keep it to yourself!

Life is painting a picture, not doing a sum

As what they say, picture is a fact. Therefore, I'll just post up pictures of what I did during the holidays. Well, just a few of it.
Starting of with Teacher's Day. We did some Hakka performance for teachers as part of the programme we planned for the teachers :)
And we obviously, had our performance it was the best performance we have ever did together.





And last but not least, a group picture. Senior Prefectorial Board 2009/2010

The last day before the holiday started, my cheer group, Rebels have an after party liked to celebrate our victory :)











A day before I left for Sukma, I participated in a cheerleading competition called Sorak-I-Metro which is held in Ampang Sports Planet. It was the grand final. Previously, we already had a selection from our region. And we were the champs for the region selection.
But things happened so we ended up getting 1st runner up. All in all, we did a good job and we should say we had JOB WELL DONE. That is because we only had 3 days training and the whole routine is a whole new one. New dance and new people and basically, everything new. Oh yeah. We were on the newspaper (:
















A day after the competition, I headed to Melaka for SUKMA (:
These are just a few out of a gazillion pictures which are not uploaded.

Forget who hurt you yesterday, But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.

My skin is shedding! LOL! It's good. Meaning I still have my original skin but eventually, not as fair as my original skin.

I really like short quotes. Quotes, though it's just few words. Certain ones are not more than 10 words but it gives me so much inspiration and it's so meaningful.

So here are some quotes that I like to share (:

& it's actually from my tumblr. I just copy and paste it here. Hahaha! But it's all about love.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

♥ 1161

(via leilockheart)

I thought I’d forget you, but I guess I forgot to.

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won’t come after me, and I guess that’s what hurts the most.

The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you

Don’t Cry Over Someone That Won’t Cry Over You

Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.

If tears could build a stairway on memories alone, I’d walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.

Football is more beautiful

When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask,

"Compared to what?"

Everytime when I thought about something to blog about, I would forget what I actually wanted to blog. Memory is to blame. LOL! That's why sometimes I have a small book with me so I can sketch or jot down what I was thinking (apparently, not for blogging)

Anyhow, school started already. The two weeks of holiday is just not enough! With Sukma occupying my holiday. Geez! But actually, I'm okay with it cause errm, I don't have to waste my time on nonsensical stuff and not doing anything useful. But Sukma made me all so tanned especially my legs! LOL! I have 3 different skin tone on my legs.

My friend told me, SPM is soon so, FREEDOM is soon to be reality! That's so true. Awww. Just thinking about life after SPM really excites me. Hahaha!

But before that, there is so much more thing to do. So little time, so many things to do!

I started gymrama back. And hack! The competition is next week! Next week, I repeat. And today was the first training for gymrama and I have to learn all the steps. I think I'm only taking part in one category.

Phewww! Thank god for that (: One category is enough for me. It's my senior year and that's why I'm joining more stuff than I never imagined. Hahaha!

I wanna make my senior year a memorable one.

I'm still thinking and wondering and also DOUBTING. LOL!

Should I still continue cheerleading? If I continue, I am worried about my studies. But if I don't, I will still continue it after SPM. But after SPM, I would be running here and there.

After school today, I was suppose to head back home but I went for lunch with Ana, Shirley, Felicia, Yvonne, Pik Ki, Lynn and Aileen at Old Town. They all have to attend Kasturi after lunch, so I left roughly at 3 and headed back home. Man, I really miss FAMESY and the rest! They totally make my world go round whenever I'm with them.

I miss US, FAMESY!

The heat is on

So now, I've returned home. Safely returned home with no pieces broken but I'm so darn tanned right now. I wouldn't consider myself as dark but overly tanned. LOL!
If you ask me how was Sukma, I would say it was literally a good time despite of the place I stay.
Time flies by really fast when you really have a good time.
Before I went to Melaka, I was thinking and wondering will I be bored to death and wanting the time to pass by fast but ended up, I wanted the time to slow down.
The 12 days I've spent with my sailing mates are actually a memorable one to me.
The venue for my competition was really really far from the town. It's about 30 minutes drive.
The place where I stay was just right beside the sailing area.
You know one thing, I weren't ready for Sukma when I reached there but oh well, I thought, I've got myself into this position, there is no turning back.
I only sailed International 420 boat for exactly 10 times since the day I trained in Putrajaya till the very end of Sukma.
So I got 5th place. How's that? LOL! But I kinda regret for not able to put more commitment cause if I did, I could have gotten a better placing than a 5th place.
I should be having a pat on the shoulder *winks*
I went to the opening ceremony on the 12th June at Stadium Hang Jebat. I was actually excited to go at first but when I reached there, I was a lil down. Don't know why. Pfft!
I met a lot of people which I met and saw from the camp and the Flag Ceremony that time.
The opening was pretty grand actually. With the fireworks and how they did the lighting.
I had the worst day of my life on the 2nd day of my race. My partner and I made a good conclusion for what made our day worst.
One part of our boat had some problem and caused our boat to capsized. Before it capsized, we were cursing badly and we were both so tensed and down.
Besides the worst day of my life, it was the first time in my life, I saw two dolphins. They were pretty near to me. About a boat length away from me.
The few other days were just as usual.
Everyone was pretty shocked to see me back in sailing caused they thought I've stopped sailing already. LOL!
Oh. My meal for a day is all the same. A piece of chicken, two sausages, a banana, two breads and Milo. They supplied us enough of food and it was 4 meals a day. And what happened if you supplied too much of food? Wastage happened. No one bother to eat the breads and fruits and waters we have. We could have open a shop and sell everything and earn something.
I really have to thank a friend of mine for being a good companion when I'm bored.
Also I really have to thank my parents for being able to travel 1 hour plus to come down to Melaka to give me stuff that I've asked and to my bro whom tutored me on the phone. LOL!
Before my event started, we had a FAT TEST. LOL! and my BMI is at normal. But my fat is acceptable. LOL!
Pictures? I'll upload bit by bit .
Oh yeah. I got my friends addicted to KOREANS (: They are Korean-fied especially my crew

My advert is finally out! (:

Love like this

I really should be sleeping right now but pfft! It's holiday!
But I have to wake up at 6.30. OMG!
RARARARARARARA.
So tomorrow there is a cheer competition in Ampang Sports Planet.
It's for some Sorak-I-Metro stuff. It's the FINAL thou *bite fingers*
I hope my team can win cause the winner gets RM3000! (:
Anyway, after tomorrow, I'll be going off to Melaka for SUKMA.
& that's so much for my 2 weeks of holiday with my piles of homework and folio.
:(
Today, I had training at 6 till 7. My mom was complaining all the way when she was fetching me.
She was saying how unreasonable it is to train at 6 to 7.
Well, never mind about that. Moving on. At about 11 something, I went to watch the S.O.X Cheer and Drum competition
The drum competition was way better than the cheer.
Anyway, well done to the winners :)

DBSK - Melody and Harmony (Live) [HD]

They are just too good looking and they both have heavenly voice

Charm Cheerleading Championship 2010

CHARM CHEERLEADING CHAMPIONSHIPS 2010 RESULTS



FULL ROUTINE (SCHOOL)

1. Zodiac All-Boys (172 + 184 = 356)

2. Vivacious (160 + 187.5 = 347.5)

3. Zodiac All-Girls (160 + 172 = 332)



FULL ROUTINE (INTERNATIONAL)

1. Rebels (201 + 204.5 = 405.5)



CHEER DANCE (MALAYSIA)

1. Awesome (227 + 230.5 = 457.5)

2. Rebels 1 (213.5 + 215.5 = 429)

3. Rebels 3 (206.5 + 209 = 415.5)

4. Rebels 4 (190 + 198.5 = 388.5)

5. Sellors (188.5 + 196 = 384.5)

6. Rebels 2 (184.5 + 177.5 = 362)

7. Z’Rox (168.5 + 177 = 345.5)

8. Zenith (158.5 + 164.5 = 323)

9. Aves (148 + 154.5 = 302.5)

10. Titadyn (148.5 + 153 = 301.5)

11. Minimytez (137 + 152.5 = 289.5)

12. Clovers (119 + 132 = 251)



CHEER DANCE (INTERNATIONAL)

1. Rainbows (Thailand) (222 + 239.5 = 461.5)

2. St Paul College-Pasig Team A (Philippines) (219.5 + 232.5 = 452)

3. Awesome (Malaysia) (222.5 + 227.5 = 450)

4. Poveda Team B (Philippines) (217.5 + 226.5 = 444)

5. Poveda Team A (Philippines) (208.5 + 226 = 434.5)

6. St Paul College-Pasig Team B (Philippines) (210.5 + 207.5 = 418)

7. St Paul College-Pasig Team C (Philippines) (193.5 + 201.5 = 395)



ALL-GIRL GROUP STUNT (MALAYSIA – LEVEL 4)

1. Cyrens (222.5 + 228 = 450.5)

2. Rebels C (197.5 + 190.5 = 388)

3. Stompers (186 + 188.5 = 374.5)

4. Rebels A (176 + 195.5 = 371.5)

5. Vivacious (179 + 185.5 = 364.5)

6. Z’Rox (171.5 + 157.5 = 329)

7. Sellors (150 + 157 = 307)



ALL-GIRL GROUP STUNT (INTERNATIONAL – LEVEL 5)

1. Blitzers (Malaysia) (225.5 + 220.5 = 446)

2. St Paul College-Pasig (Philippines) (172 + 194.5 = 366.5)

3. Poveda Team B (Philippines) (167 +168 = 335)

4. Poveda Team A (Philippines) (104 +183= 287)



CO-ED GROUP STUNT (MALAYSIA – LEVEL 4)

1. Rebels D (163.5 + 171 = 334.5)

2. Gecko (145 + 143.5 = 288.5)

3. Zenith (143 + 116.5 = 259.5)



CO-ED GROUP STUNT (INTERNATIONAL – LEVEL 5)

1. CCP Bobcats (Philippines) (237 + 238.5 = 475.5)

2. Rebels E (Malaysia) (209 + 230 = 439)

3. Rainbows (Thailand) (216.5 + 217 = 433.5)

4. Rebels B (Malaysia) (197.5 + 219.5 = 417)



1st SOUTHEAST ASIAN CHEERLEADING CHAMPIONSHIP



FULL ROUTINE ELITE (LEVEL 5)

1. Team Malaysia (216 + 202 = 418)

2. Team Thailand (199 + 211.5 = 410.5)

You never know what to expect next

How was my birthday celebrated? LOL! It was errm, sort off a gloomy one. As my birthday present in the morning, I got hit on my nose and mouth again. The same spot as I got hit on Wednesday. PFFT! Anyhow, I had training early in the morning from 7.30 till 10 am. Sue Jen and Ivan followed me back after training. Got home and rest awhile. And off to 1U for rehearsal. So after the rehearsal, rushed back home to go for dinner as my brother suddenly gave me a phone call. LOL!

So I had my dinner at Delicious with my family and Sue Jen :) I was bloated having that meal. LOL! So after the dinner, had the usual Birthday song with a cake. Got myself done ( meaning showered ) and my mom helped Sue Jen, Kar Mun and I to tie our hair. So basically, it's errm, sort off busy birthday day.

Sue Jen and I

The TWINS :)

Below are just the few of the pictures for Charm Cheerleading Championship held last week at 1U.

Sue Jen and I

Half of the Rebels

My very own stunt group. I'm the base, ya'll :)

Elaine and I. Primary best friend till now and still counting.

My parents came to support me during my stunts only cause I called them over. LOL!

And out of the 3 categories I took part, I got 2 medals.

Take note, I am in REBELS C and REBELS 4 (: