River flows in you

That was the worst thing about having a relationship with someone, even a pretend relationship. You opened up, let someone in, and when it was over, they had all the ammunition they needed to completely destroy you.

Melody of Life.

What a wonderful melody. It’s those little things that make you realize that the things you thought mattered, really don’t. Little things like hearing your footsteps hit the concrete, it’s like finding the perfect beat, and every action you take is just another complimentary lyric. It’s something unforgettable, it’s the verse. It’s something that keeps coming back to you, in its very own magical repetitive way; it’s the chorus. It’s something out of the ordinary, unexpected, maybe the climax, and the changing point in your life; it’s the bridge. But it’s those footsteps that first catch your attention. You write your life by those footsteps, and each step you take falls perfectly into the context. It’s only because it’s your song, your life, and at the end of the day, only you can do something about it. You can go back, edit the lines that aren’t as significant anymore, or add memories that flow with the ones in the past. You can leave it as is, let the beat ride, and just let go. Let go and sing at the top of your lungs!

As what we all know

Do you know what girls really want? They want real conversations and real love. We want cute dates; nothing expensive. Truth is, we just wanna be with you, to be able to say something stupid and not worry. Really, we just want a guy to love us for nothing but being us. Plain and simple.

Being in a relationship should feel like a job.

You’re supposed to be happy, and stress free in it. I’m not saying a relationship is bad because there are fights here and there, that actually helps build your relationship stronger. But if you feel like you HAVE to do this and that, and you feel like you’re only satisfying them, and you’re unhappy, then let it go. You’re supposed to be happy in a relationship, not dreading it.

How to love

I've actually had 800 post and this one you're reading, will be my 801th post. Not bad, huh? I've started using blogger since form 3. Which was 3 years ago.

However, I've not been an active blogger recently ever since I finish my National Service. I have also been posting emo stuff and more to what I actually feel, not what I've been doing.

August? August has been treating me well that's cause I'm on my sem break :) I have one whole month off for myself. Uhm, not really a month. More to like 5 weeks :P
So what have I been doing for the whole month?
DANCING! :)
I've been involving into dance this whole month. I have been spending most of my time with dancers and to be exact, Nilai and Help dancers. The flashmobbers. I've been to quite a few colleges for the flashmob performance.

• Inti Subang Jaya/ Taylor's Subang Jaya
• New Era, Kajang
• Tunku Abdul Rahman College
• Nilai University College

I've been to this 4 colleges this month. I met so many people while I was there. For example, Mabel, from Sabah. Yan Ting, from NS. And many more others. I even met Fong Ee Lynn at her college :) I met a lot of people through this flashmob performance.

Enough said about meeting people. HEHEHE! I had tons of fun with the dancers. You can never find interesting and fun people if there is no dancers in the world.

On the 20th August, I had a performance at Nilai UC' Prom. And hack, it was a great and fun performance. I totally enjoyed the performance despite of the many mistakes I did.

I bet you're wondering. Nilai? Nilai is all the way in Negeri Sembilan. So yeah, I drove all the way there on Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. It didn't take me long to drive there. It was about 20-30 minute drive. So it was fine for me. And gosh, the college there is huge and the environment is so peaceful and so much green! The food there is cheap too! :P
Surprisingly Nilai now is so much advanced compared to the last time I've been there which was ages ago.

Oh yeah, I've also done a broadway sort of performance last month on the 23rd July. The same day as my finals. I find it pretty hard to cope up cause the other dancers are all so good. And we even used the feather like stuff you see in Las Vegas. It's not easy at it seems. The dresses I wore was really pretty. The performance was at KL Hilton.

See what I told you? August was all about dancing. Even July too since there was C3 and the Broadway dance. I think I'm using dancing as an excuse to make me not go work :/ I did help out my dad at his office a few days. So it's not that bad right? I'm thinking whether to take up contemporary dance for next month as something new. Dilemma :/
Street Challenger was AWESOME!

Ciaozzz :)

I love how the little kids hugged me just now. Even though we have communication problem, I see that they tried to understand me and try to put in effort in the games. Laughter, Smiles, Loves and Hugs are all what we need to communicate eventhough we are different.

Stop and stare!

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street? Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep? What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud? - Pink

How do you sleep at night while there are so many people out there suffering?
You should be proud of what you are and what you have. Just stop for a moment and realise how wonderful life is.
Just take a glance and you'll eventually find out that your life is way better compared to those unfortunate ones.
Have you ever realised that sometimes, you just gotta stop for awhile and realise how far you have come and what you have achieved? Life is truly great and amazing. But you know, if we didn't have any silly thought, we'd no interesting thoughts at all.
Everyone can be at their best if they just put themselves together and have a lil faith in them, then they'd be great just the way they are.
Whenever there are someone who wants to see you fall, DON'T LET THEM DO SO. You may struggle, but you'd be raising from the ground. And at the end of the day, you'll prove them wrong.
Do look around at those people around you. Those who have been beside you all the way and been supporting you from the beginning till the very end, YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS!
They understands you best and don't take things for granted. Without them, you'd probably live a miserable life. But trust me, one day if they are not beside you, you will start missing them a lot and would wish to turn back time. I have never experienced it yet but I sense that.
There are always people supporting you no matter what, how, where or when. You just gotta believe in yourself.
Just look at the picture below. Even dogs would support another being.

I would like to share with you people about the stories behind these two pictures:

The story behind this picture almost made me cry :( This golden retriever mother is carrying her children in this basket to the market for her own puppies to be sold. Even if they are her children, she obeys her owner’s commands.

A man with no arms has become the vice curator of Chongqing Talents Museum in China, which display some of his own work completed using his feet and mouth. 41-year-old Huang Guofu lost both of his arms when he was four years old after being electrocuted.

So people, what are you all waiting and wanting for? Start appreciating life and appreciate what you have now. If not, you'll always life under misery :)


You know what people? I'm gonna go do a voluntary work for a pet adoption day at IOI Mall this Sunday and I've signed up for a volunteer work at Zoo Negara :)