bring that down you!

From this Angle,
Life sucks.
From every angle,
Life sucks.
You can pay me a million bucks
But my opinion will remain
That life sucks.

Going up and down,
Life sucks.
Going all around,
Life sucks.
Some people have all the luck.
I don't and
Life sucks.

there is this thing that calls moral support.

Definition:

help to face pressure: personal support and encouragement intended to bolster some body's courage or determination

if you ask me if i believe in it. it's a big NO NO for me, okay. well, the best moral support you can get is from your family. practically every one's family do give moral support. but my family,they don't! they discourage you more rather than giving compliments or even courage.
when i was coaching my cbn1 kids, their parents are all so supportive of them and tries to make them feel better. it's so sweet seeing that but you know. honestly, i've never been into situations like that. well, prolly i did and it have no impact on me.
so yeah, you wanna know something? my family relationship is very bad. like seriously. we can never have a good conversation. when we have a conversation it will all end up as a lil fight or ended up with everyone being speechless.
like wise, every time in the car, the situation there is like *cricket sound*
SKSDRHDFGKJFDGKJLRFGFIORNMRGIORJBRGHIRGHIRSDBNEDSKJSDFBJK

life's little secret

is it just me or is everyone really getting into KOREANS! so far all the blogs i went through, they would mentioned about either 2NE1, CNBLUE, SuJu, SNSD and 2PM.
like seriously. a lot of people!!!
michelle, lynn, yaeber and i are going to a live korean concert :D
we planned to dance abracadabra, change, because of you and loads more. i'm in charge of getting the songs done. well just the chorus part.
suprisingly, there are a lot of CBNers which are into KPop. thought it would be just the chinese that would be interested but there also malays!
a conclusion can be made. KOREANS have multi talents that makes anyone to go crazy over them (:
like one of my friend, he is pretty manly guy is so so so into KOREANS :D

this whole week is all gonna be cheer for me. from monday till today and till sunday too, it will be cheering cheering and cheering. if you are asking me if i am tired of it, i would say no but i just hope i can have a lil bit of time for myself to rest awhile. it's always been so occupied :(
but somewhat and somehow, it's worth it.
practically today, besides rushing all the frigging loads of homework that are left undone, i was thinking of cheer steps every now and then today. even in the train, shower, walking and you-name-it.
i have tons and tons of homework since i left most of my text book in my locker during CNY. pfft! i regret putting it in there :(
and i missed the whole day of class on wednesday. and there goes all the homework. thank god i have my classmates to count on especially haelynn, aileen choi, khalisah, puei puei, wan keng and yvonne. without them, my homework would still be piling up more and more and never decreasing.

thou tomorrow is school holiday, i'm going to school in the morning. another last and final session with my RUMAH KUNING :)

i will miss teaching them and just laughing about how cute they are

yellow's got the spirit,
yellow's got the brain,
yellow's got the sexy legs,
yellow's just won the game :)

something to share

POOR KID! hahahha!

Just a smile lighten up everything

Tarik tali today was pretty exciting to witness since there ain't so many people watching. I had the privilege to get down to watch the tarik tali because i have to take pictures. *yay me*

geez man, my homework are really pilling up like a big gigantic humongous mountain.

luck was with me. well, literally. LOL! maybe not just me, it was the whole 5A students :D

pjk and bm teacher didn't come to school so a big YES for us and i was basically rushing all my homeworks. account teacher gave us time to finish up our homework. so phewww! lol!

i stayed back today and i actually didn't know that there is training for xavier. so i had to borrow clothes from ana and yaya.

early in the morning, i was laughing at ana cause she was wearing the pe attire with the prefect shoes. and there goes to me too. hahaha!

practice bare footed. well, with my socks on actually. teeheehee!

tomorrow! omg! talking about tomorrow makes me a lil fuss!

well, i have four things to attend after school. omg right?

the things that i have to attend:

• sukan tara ( just to take pictures )
• prefect meeting ( i've only went to the meeting once this year )
• xavier cheer practice
• cbn1 yellow house coaching session

ARGH!

we gotta fight for this love

omg! i've been in starbuck since 12 and now, it's 4.30.
& i'm still here!

you spin me right round

honestly, i like being alone. lol! no hustle bustle about anything but yourself. thou, if you don't like being quiet then it wouldn't be recommended to you to walk alone but with you yourself.
i feel like i can do anything i want and no worries about reacting too much or care about someone else. hahaha! i know. a lil selfish like here. hahaha.
i'm now sitting down at the same starbuck as i did last night. i'm having a hot cup of hot signature chocolate and chilling.
well, the only reason why i am blogging is because i'm kinda bored since i've actually, eventually, basically walked around first world. so yeah. that the conclusion of me being here alone.
my relatives went back already and except for my family. the LOOI FAMILY :)
my dad still aren't satisfied like what my mom said cause my mama stayed for two days and as for my dad, he only stayed here for one day. that goes same to me.
i think no one would be reading the post cause it's all words and no picture. haha. picture attracts people instead of words thou words are so much more meaningful.
i didn't know that there is actually a strawberry farm at genting. well, not exactly at genting, it's around gotong jaya.
prolly my parents would spend longer time in the casino instead of what they planned. hahaha.
i really love my dad but i don't know how to show my gratitude to him. i made a promise to myself when i was still in primary school for my parents.
i shouldn't mentioned here cause you know la, MALU! hahaha!
err, cny is not so good as what i expect it to be. money come and money go *snap* just like that :(
at my sight right now, i see the euro express, ferris wheel, the caterpillar car. i've played that like loads of times and i'm pretty bored of genting. nothing much but become a second hand smoker like that. those people kept on smoking and i'm the poor and innocent victim like heaven sake! hahaha. so not healthy for my beloved and precious body.
i miss cheer. i miss cheering with rebels!

What you say means nothing to me

(pfft! i actually typed a very long post already and bam! it's all gone thanks to not knowing how to use this laptop. lol! )

it's been a whole day outing for me today. i've been out since this morning at 8 something as i had to leave to go school to coach (:
coaching was just alright. i'm actually not to happy about how it went today. cause i thought everyone would have already know the counting as i've repeated the countings and reminding them for several times and yet, same mistake. but hey, can't expect much from them. hahaha!
well, earlier on, i was expecting much from them so the routine was a lil messy :(

after coaching which was about 12. went over to pavilion as planned with the sheep! hahaha! had lunch at sakae sushi and bumped into imani. was kinda suprised seeing her over there. watched 14 blades. the movie was just alright for me. i prefer bodyguard and assassin more compared to this one. after movie, went to a mamak stall with edward since he had his break.

came back home about 6 something and had dinner. my dad told me he is going over to genting. since he is the only one driving up, and as a good daughter :D
i followed him up here since it's a lil dangerous for him to drive up here all alone at his age. i should be having a pat on the shoulder cause i'm ditched by my parents and my relatives which i actually assume to happen. the other reason why i came up here is to have a chill since the weather here is cooling and i can be at peace :D

so right now, i'm at starbuck alone. and i totally finished editing and cutting the songs. thou i'm done with that, i won't be able to finish up my homework since i'm here! hahaha!

it's actually not bad having a talk with my dad. i can actually talk much more things with my dad compared to my mom thou mom is like a best friend to their daughter. hahaha! i had a random question in mind and i asked my dad.
me dad
"if i am applying for job, can i consider my coaching to be in my resume?"
"of course. last time when i was still schooling..."

& there goes a conversation with my dad about his schooling times.

& what can girl do when they are bored and left with a webcam :D

I've got a f-ed up charger and phone. It's pissing me off!
at the very moment of urgency, my phone is out of battery. and what's more, the charger is freaking spoiled. it's like it have a mind of it's own. sometimes it work, sometimes it doesn't. oh well, gotta live with it for awhile till i am willing to buy a new one. LOL!

so anyhow, just now in the noon, i had a gathering of my friends from school, tuition and cheer friends to come over to my house. well, honestly, didn't think it was a good one cause i totally burst it out. the planning was way out due to a sudden company lunch in midvalley which i personally don't want to go at all!
but all ends well, i think. well, i'm sorry to those that i didn't entertain you people.

i went to school today and i'm going to school tomorrow again. wait, it's not tomorrow. it's today in about 8 hours time. well, it's worth going to school though. hahaha! the primary kids are all so cute but one thing that i dislike is that they don't do it together as in, it's not synchronize at all. but i'm trying my best to make them do together. the parents are so supportive and the teachers too! thou they are a lil strict compared to me. LOL!

rock and go

It's 1.30 am now. & hack! I'm not feeling SLEEPY!
I feel like sleeping but I'm not tired. My eyes aren't obeying me as I'm the rightful owner of my very own pair of eyes. hahha!
it's the 4th day of CNY today. and honestly, i am not really enjoying it though i think i should be enjoying it and i should be thankful for it. i was expecting for something this cny but nothing special happen yet. well, prolly i shall wait. and what if i wait? it will be to late! hahaha! i'm crapping.
oh. i've finally watched slum dog millionaire. many people was talking about it and how lucky i was. when i got back home, turn on the tv and switched to 413 and BAM! slum dog millionaire is on! hahaha. my family were all watching it cause neither one of us have watch it.
my bro is going to india on thursday. since we've watched slum dog millionaire, my mom and i were both advicing my bro to be be careful with things over there. hahaha!
i've watched 2 movies so far with my family members. i've watched little big soldier and percy jackson and the lightning thief.
it's not bad actually the both movies i've watched. i'm going to watch another movie tomorrow which my mom bought the tickets today.
i've bought 2pm's album again. i bought the old one last time and today, i bought the latest album! yay me :D




i'm going to watch wild bunny now :D
(it's highly recommend to people who wants to watch and looking for hilarious acts)
i'm so loving 2PM!
2PM, Sarangheyo! Jaebum, Taecyeon, Junsu, Junho, Wooyoung, Nichkhun and Chansung!

The favourites that can never bring you down

As what I posted as my title, it says it all (: these are my favourite performance.

It's the time again

It's the New Year everyone! :D excited? well, as for, i'm looking forward for it.

as usual, every single year, my house would be a casino for the first day of the new year. and right now, my brother's friends are already at my house gambling. and it's before the actual new year! hahaha. gambling addicts. even my dad too! tsk tsk tsk...

he have been going on facebook to play poker. even my mom can't stand how my dad is addicted to poker. he tends to sleep late and wake up late these days thanks to poker! hahaha.

i'm trying to see who i should invite to come over to my house tomorrow. well, it's pretty late but i want some of my friends to come over instead of my brother's friends which always conquer the entire house during the first day of new year. hahahah.

I've always been scared of my future. know why? well, i have this thing in me which i don't even know what it is myself. just awhile ago, i brought my dog for a walk. i was scared i will chock my dog. when it rains, i'm scared my house would collapse on me. i'm scared that the planet Earth will go bye bye before I even have my last breath. you can call me a coward but that's me. i'm always insecure with things.

Never break the promise

I so wanna watch this! Shao Wei and I were like Loco during tuition saying how much we want to watch this movie. during chinese new year, let's go Shao Wei (:
Hack man! There is like more than 10 famous actress and actors acting in this movie. and I'm sensing that it is gonna be a blast! i'm so curious about it.



It's been a week of drama though it's only a Thursday. I've been staying back lately. Prolly since last week till now. and ha! i'm looking at a bright side. in a couple of days, it would be chinese new year! =)


though i'll be going to school on friday and saturday next week.


this week, i've been sleeping late. like LATE! on sunday, i came back home about 12 something after a random movie with my family. and as for monday, stayed up late to finish up my homework. tuesday, had steamboat with some people and it bloody took 3 hours since there was a cooking teacher having dinner with us. she was conducting when and what and how the food should go in. PFFT! so as the result, i slept around 12 something.


and yesterday, had a buffet dinner at my dad's company factory. came back home about 11 something.

No pain no gain

Friday was a frigging tiring day for me. I was out from the house at 6.10 in the morning till 10 something at night.

First off, it was the school, school was alright. But after school, the tiredness starts. LOL! Went to CBN 1 to teach cheer and continued with Gymrama. Straight to the train station though it was raining cats and dogs. PFFT!

Started the training about 4 something and ended training about 9 something. Was uberly uttermost tiring. I had to practice cheer without my shoes on since it was super wet.

On the weekend, I participated in a competition called some Metro Sorak thingy which I knew on a Thursday night. I had to go through Sue Jen to actually know that I am in the competition.

The competition went kinda well though. It was a two day competition. It was held in Subang Jaya.

REBELS, GOT CHAMPION (: and for that, we get a hamper and cash price worth RM1500! LOL!

It was the shortest cheer competition ever. Only 6 teams participated in the competition.

I felt really happy but at the same time, I don't really feel we actually deserve it due to some reason.

& guess what? REBELS appeared in the newspaper. HARIAN METRO (:

Got this through the online newspaper website.

Zerox

Vibrant A & B

Zenith

Pirates

US

No matter what they say

You are the Earth beneath my feet.
You are my gravity
cause lately, I've been tired and uninspired.
When things turns you down, there is always friends to back you up
and ease the burden you carry in your shoe.
It's important to make a good relationship.
Remain and emphasize it and you'll never regret having such friends.
and once you look back, it's always the sweet memories come first.
Never will they bring you down but at certain circumstances, they do.
But honestly, the hatred will never always be the dominant one.
So to all my friends, I want to show my gratitude and I LOVE YOU ALL! (:

This song is amazing. By 2AM! (: