It's the time again

It's the New Year everyone! :D excited? well, as for, i'm looking forward for it.

as usual, every single year, my house would be a casino for the first day of the new year. and right now, my brother's friends are already at my house gambling. and it's before the actual new year! hahaha. gambling addicts. even my dad too! tsk tsk tsk...

he have been going on facebook to play poker. even my mom can't stand how my dad is addicted to poker. he tends to sleep late and wake up late these days thanks to poker! hahaha.

i'm trying to see who i should invite to come over to my house tomorrow. well, it's pretty late but i want some of my friends to come over instead of my brother's friends which always conquer the entire house during the first day of new year. hahahah.

I've always been scared of my future. know why? well, i have this thing in me which i don't even know what it is myself. just awhile ago, i brought my dog for a walk. i was scared i will chock my dog. when it rains, i'm scared my house would collapse on me. i'm scared that the planet Earth will go bye bye before I even have my last breath. you can call me a coward but that's me. i'm always insecure with things.