Monday- Nothing much have happened. Stayed back for cheer. Homework? I think I had quite a lit of homework that day. =)

Tuesday- Not much happened as well cause most of the people went for the Pra Sukan in the Cheras Stadium. So left me, Lynn and Michelle. Stayed back for cheer again. Then went for tuition till 8.30. I did my homework there when I have an hour break.

Wednesday- Not much happened as well. Pretty boring, ey? Well, that's what I hate. Lol. Stayed back for cheer. Ana, Aileen and Michelle stayed back for Wushu and I didn't go cause I am only going next month. After cheer, came back home and rushed to tuition. After accounts, add maths. I am starting to like Add Maths for the particular topic. After tuition, went straight to training with Kar Mun. It was pretty tiring for me. After training, the breakdancers came in. And guess what? I saw my dancing teacher and Hao Ren. Haha. So lucky. So came back home at around 10.45 and finished up my homework.

Thursday- Stayed back for cheer. During the cheer practice, Farah Alya asked Nadjwa to go for the Pra Sukan for Long Jump. She wasn't really want to go for long jump. So I decided to replace her and I did. I went and I didn't even try out. Gave my name to the teacher. First attemp, I got 2.65. Second attemp, batal. Third attemp, batal as well. So sad. I actually get 3rd placing but the 3rd placing person have got all attemps pass. Just my luck then. Went back to training and went back home around 3.45. Came back home and went for tuition. I was pretty sleepy already. Came back from tuition, tried some new steps for C3 and then finished up my homework.

Friday- Preview was on I wasn't pretty much ready myseldf. Me, Myself and I felt pretty nervous. So. How was the preview? One word. SUCKED! First of all it's because we did not practice with the songs before. And then the other problem was the arrangement of the songs. After the preview, practiced again. Came back home and have a nap then to training. I was already feeling unwell in the morning. Kept on sneezing just when I open up my eyes in the morning. I felt really really dizzy during training. But I still danced. Yesterday was just dancing. I was moody as well. After training, we have a meeting about C3 and all. After Wai Min have tell us who is and who is out, some people don't want to join. And so left only 3 people. Just when I heard that, I felt so broken in my heart. Really. It's like I really hoped to join and maybe to win for dancing somehow. I really worked hard to make dance steps. I even sacrifice my time to make the steps and not do my homework. Just when they said that, I felt like all my frigging effinng hard work is just gone like that. So I definitely felt so frigginng Pissed off and I felt like bursting into tears. At the meantime, my frigging headache is really getting worst. When I came back home and get myself done, my fucking asshole brother starts scolding me for using the laptop and all sorts. It definitely made me more frigging angry and pissed off. I felt like giving up everything now! Felt like killing myself. I hate the people around me! I feel like screaming my lungs out and breakfree. I feel like quiting C3. I wanna sleep everyone I see now.
Btw, I made it into Xavier's School Team. =)
The training will start on 10/3/09.

I AM TOTALLY KOREAN-FIED. KILL ME IF YOU HAVE TOO. Haha.
Love koreans much. Though Americans and British are way hotter. Koreans are still number 1# to me. They are packed with talents and sense of humor. LOL.

• I NEED TO TAKE A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING!
• I NEED TO RELEASE MY ANGER.
• I NEED TO MANAGE MYSELF WELL
• I NEED REST
• I NEED MORE TIME!
  

There. That's all I need for the meantime. I have been like so super duper busy this two weeks. And I am not sure if I am possible to survive that for the whole year. I am so packed for this year. Though it's just the beginning of the year. I am not sure if there will be changes. And I hope so. I gotta go school every Saturday for Gymrama from 8.30-10.30. Then there is training every Sunday at Taman Pudu Ulu from 7.30-9. But this is only until C3! =)

Monday- No school due to Thaipusam. =)

Tuesday- The Tan Sri came so the Gymrama girls, have to like to go to the pink dorm to act as pro gymnast doing stretching but ended up we were the audience for the pro gymnast's performances. Lol. Not all the Gymrama girls were there cause some are choosen by the teachers. Mostly the afternoon session were there and 6 morning sessions only. Stayed back for cheer then tuition. From 5.30 to 8.30. That was tiring. Lol.

Wednesday- It was really really a busy day. First of all, there were the Sukan Tara. Basically, it sucked and I am not gonna say anything to it at all. Lol. After Sukan Tara, cheer preview. We all thought it will start after school but no. It was right after recess. Pauline performed first then Aidan-> Adele -> Xavier. Just my luck, we practised before the preview for stunts, the flyer fell down and she stepped on my head. Not exactly on my head but on my forehead. LOL! During the preview, she did the something again but it was way worst then the first one. I heard everyone were like "WOW"! Haha. Stayed back then to tuition and training. After training, I was like rushing my homework like a mad lady on the lose.

Thursday- Hell loads of homework. SCIENCE! Haiz. The teacher kan? Teruk la. Circus- Suckers.

Giving birth- Giving birds. She can change the meaning of words. tsk tsk tsk .Stayed back for cheer then to tuition. Oh. I went for the school Xavier team's audition. I think I will not make it. Lol. But hope I can. Then of to Xavier sport house till 4. I was somehow sleeping in class. I was super sleepy. Was rushing my homework again.

Friday- Stayed back for activities. First was volleyball. Trained for like 15 minutes then went for Gymrama. After Gymrama which was like 2.30, I went for cheer straight. They were like "Mana pergi?" Stayed back till 4. Later on, Rebel's training. PENAT giler! Once I reached there, they quickly asked me how's the dance steps so I taught them. I didn't do stretching at all. Then later on the Star Jump people practiced. Basically, we didn't practice much cause we have to take turn to use the space. Lol.

Saturday- Went to school and attended the AGM for Koperasi thingy with Ana and Ee Lynn. I didn't want to go at first but I went. Lol. I slept for a little while during the AGM was going on. Teeheehee. Then after that, chit chatted with Lynn in class till it's time to go back. Went to MCD with Ee Lynn. Lol. She wanted to eat something and I wanted to too. =)
Went back home around 1 something. I slept like the whole evening. Too tired!

Sunday(Today)- Went training early in the morning. Woke up at 6 then had a cup of orange juice then my parents dropped me off to the train station. I wasn't really late till I got bloody stucked in frigging train for like 15 minutes! Gahh! Had the practice at the Taman Pudu Ulu with the people who are participating C3 for the stunts category. I did basket toss for the first time! Bangga. *winks* But it hurts. Lol. Got some scretches on my fingers and some bruises. Lol. After training, went to a mamak nearby to rest with Lai Hoong and Ayu. I had apple juice and half boiled egg whereas the other two ate Nasi Lemak. Lol. Went to Jusco with them. At first, I didn't want to go cause I have loads of homework to be done and I am too tired. But on the way walking to the train station, I decided to go with them. We went to the arcade and played games. Ayu is like so pro in all games. Me and Lai Hoong? ...........
Came back around 12 something. I have no luck with Electricity! Right before I reached home, there was short circuit till like 15 minutes ago. So angry! It was so frigging hot. Did my homework. I couldn't have a good nap. Woke up and fan myself and continued to sleep. Plaed with my dogs for awhile. =)


I was jobless in the train station. =)


Red spot on my wrist.


Bruise on my upper arm.


Bruises on my thighs. Lol.


Lynnee and I.