Friday, February 20, 2009

Monday- Nothing much have happened. Stayed back for cheer. Homework? I think I had quite a lit of homework that day. =)

Tuesday- Not much happened as well cause most of the people went for the Pra Sukan in the Cheras Stadium. So left me, Lynn and Michelle. Stayed back for cheer again. Then went for tuition till 8.30. I did my homework there when I have an hour break.

Wednesday- Not much happened as well. Pretty boring, ey? Well, that's what I hate. Lol. Stayed back for cheer. Ana, Aileen and Michelle stayed back for Wushu and I didn't go cause I am only going next month. After cheer, came back home and rushed to tuition. After accounts, add maths. I am starting to like Add Maths for the particular topic. After tuition, went straight to training with Kar Mun. It was pretty tiring for me. After training, the breakdancers came in. And guess what? I saw my dancing teacher and Hao Ren. Haha. So lucky. So came back home at around 10.45 and finished up my homework.

Thursday- Stayed back for cheer. During the cheer practice, Farah Alya asked Nadjwa to go for the Pra Sukan for Long Jump. She wasn't really want to go for long jump. So I decided to replace her and I did. I went and I didn't even try out. Gave my name to the teacher. First attemp, I got 2.65. Second attemp, batal. Third attemp, batal as well. So sad. I actually get 3rd placing but the 3rd placing person have got all attemps pass. Just my luck then. Went back to training and went back home around 3.45. Came back home and went for tuition. I was pretty sleepy already. Came back from tuition, tried some new steps for C3 and then finished up my homework.

Friday- Preview was on I wasn't pretty much ready myseldf. Me, Myself and I felt pretty nervous. So. How was the preview? One word. SUCKED! First of all it's because we did not practice with the songs before. And then the other problem was the arrangement of the songs. After the preview, practiced again. Came back home and have a nap then to training. I was already feeling unwell in the morning. Kept on sneezing just when I open up my eyes in the morning. I felt really really dizzy during training. But I still danced. Yesterday was just dancing. I was moody as well. After training, we have a meeting about C3 and all. After Wai Min have tell us who is and who is out, some people don't want to join. And so left only 3 people. Just when I heard that, I felt so broken in my heart. Really. It's like I really hoped to join and maybe to win for dancing somehow. I really worked hard to make dance steps. I even sacrifice my time to make the steps and not do my homework. Just when they said that, I felt like all my frigging effinng hard work is just gone like that. So I definitely felt so frigginng Pissed off and I felt like bursting into tears. At the meantime, my frigging headache is really getting worst. When I came back home and get myself done, my fucking asshole brother starts scolding me for using the laptop and all sorts. It definitely made me more frigging angry and pissed off. I felt like giving up everything now! Felt like killing myself. I hate the people around me! I feel like screaming my lungs out and breakfree. I feel like quiting C3. I wanna sleep everyone I see now.
Btw, I made it into Xavier's School Team. =)
The training will start on 10/3/09.

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