Put your arms around me

THIS IS MY STORY, MY REALITY, MY LIFE.

Her eyes don't light up when she hears your name anymore. She doesn't get chills when you walk by and her heart doesn't race when you smile at her. You don't get to her like you used too. You're just a bad memory in the back of her mind. So, don't be surprised next time you make your way past her, she doesn't even glance your way. Don't bother trying to talk to her, you won't get a response. She's over fighting the same losing battle. The saddest part is you have no one to blame but yourself. She gave you every chance you could ask for. And you fucked up every time. Now she walks around with nothing but a smile on her face, and she laughs harder than ever before. Looks like you lost her bro.


Someday I really hope that I will have someone who will love me, who will make me stop crying with just one hug, and someone who will be like a kid to play with me. It’s the best feeling after a fight. After having a silly love fight, one cries and one apologizes. For a few seconds, both of you are ok again. You’re happy again. You can tease each other like kids again. Love and relationship is just like that. You face problems, you might end up breaking each other’s hearts, but what’s important is that you make efforts to make it last and you don’t allow time and fate to break up what you have cherished and took care of for a long time.

I want to be that girl:

You can’t stay mad at whenever we have a fight, the one you come to whenever you’re down, the first person you think of every morning and night, the one you wish to do couple things with, the one you’re willing to do anything for, the one you phone for hours with, the one to get introduced to your friends, the one you act like best-friends and lovers.

I hope someday someone can tell me " I can see you're sad. Even when you smile. Even when you laugh." How can I love when I'm afraid to fall. Nobody can avoid falling in love. They might want to deny it, but friendship is probably the most common form of love. Somehow, I'm too scared to be alone and too scared to open up.

GUESS WHAT PEOPLE?! Weight doesn't bother me. I eat what I want. But I do want to loose weight :P
I don't know why people live their lives as if having a boyfriend/girlfriend is the only thing that's important.
Sometimes I find myself investing way too much in friendships and relationships and typically get nothing in return.

THE END :)