You never knew, right?

RESTLESS, WORTHLESS, USELESS, LONELY AND EVERYTHING YOU COULD THINK OF WHEN SOMEONE'S HAVING A BAD DAY.

Yes, I'm feeling all that. Mix feeling. Recently, I've been reflecting back on what I've did before and what brought me here today. I realised that most of the stuff I did, did not satisfy me. The past thing that I did was to just showcase myself as a strong and tough person.

Truthfully, I'm not as strong and tough you think of.

Inside of me, I'm a messed up person. Weak. Lonely.

I need a psychiatric! I am totally cool living with this constant pain.

I know how it's like to endure all the pain but there's a limit, you know. And I know my limit. So for now, I'll just have to endure just a lil bit more and I'm through with it. End of story.

Some people just wouldn't understand how other people feel. They should be considerate, ya know.

One last thing, LIFE IS NOT FAIR!