Sunday, May 15, 2011

Can you smile

I know you don't think of me.

And you certainly would never picture us together. However, I hope I cross your mind once in a while just so that I don't feel so pathetic for thinking of you all the time. I remember that time when I knew you, you knew me. I think about those desperate times.

When I wanted to be like you, hang out with you but it’s merely a memory. I think of those times when you were overflowing to me and I was thankful. I know that it’s the end. I know that it’s all just foolishnes. Now I know that it’s not true. I am just disappointed in myself for not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride.

Screw it. You know, I realise that I am afraid to commit myself in a relationship. But I'm willing to give in.

If I could have one wish strictly based on myself, I would wish to be happy with who I am for once.

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