You're a joke to me

If I never held you, I would never have a clue how at last I'd find in you, the missing part of me. –John Smith (Pocahontas)

You messed up my life but I don't put you at fault. I'm under your control.

I'm not sure if I'm thinking too much but I hope you know what exactly I feel.

I seek advice and everyone's telling me to hold on. I can give you everything but will you?

I really hope you know what I want to tell you cause I'm not good with words.

You know, when you are facing problem or when you're down, I want to be the one that can help you out.

I just want you to know my presence. That's all I'm asking for.