Hatred!

Have you ever felt that you are so left out even in your family and friends?

Gosh! I am feeling that way. I totally need to Break free and Getaway from whatever I have and whatever I am doing right now.
From family to friends, I felt to frigging unimportant at all right now, right this very Second!
I know I am like becoming an emo person but I just can't take it anymore.
Whenever I want to prove my family wrong that I am not that kinda person they think I am, but they just don't frigging see it! It's really a dissapointment.
No matter what I am doing now, no one appreciate it. I am really frustrated about it.
And I really know that I gave a frigging bad impression to my family and gosh! Even my frigging maid. * Screammmmmmmmmm*
I really need to go for a self discovery journey just like the poem, Si Tenggang's Homecoming.
I want to be stranded in an empty island but still got some useful things so I am able to survive. >.<>"GOD DAMN IT! You are so frigging unfair to me! "
Whenever I want to use the computer, my bro will just use it so I can't use it. And even I complain to my mom, she always say, " I'll destroy the computer,". I've heard that for like 4583920273y483 times! But still, she don't do it at all.
And every single day, my bro would use the computer for like 8 to 9 hours every single day and I am stuck watching the TV with no channel that is interesting.
I would really want to exchange life with some people. ANYONE to be exact. I just can't stand the happenings in my house.
I feel so unfair and that's not right! Really.

• Self Discovery Journey
• A break free
• A getaway

Gosh! I really need that 3 so much right now. You know, it's like when I am at my best attitude which should be likeable by others, they don't tend to see the good side of me! So frustrated.

Alright. I know it's no use to rant and talk bull about my life and all. But I just need to spill it out.

P.S: Michelle, I'll copyright it for you since you said I used some of your lines on your notes. *winks*