I feel like crying and drop dead!

I totally feel like crying and drop dead. Seriously.
I am frigging tired and disappointed and I totally feel like a frigging loser!
Xavier won for MARCHING! Hell Yeah!!! Ha ha.
But then haiz. Cheer x menang. Quite disappointed.
After Sports day, went to Stadium Negara.
Went to 2 stadium today. That's something. Ha ha.
Errm, the performance was.... I don't know how to describe.
The Thais and Japs were like Oh So Yeng & Good.
I don't know whether CBN won anything or not cause I didn't stay back for the price giving.

This town is colder now
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move
I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life
I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Ohhh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags I never thought I could
Steady feet don't fail me now,I'm a run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out, and I'm standing down.
Stop and stareI think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone get scared
But I've become what I can't be
Whoa!!!
Stop and stareYou start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone get scared
I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?

This is keeps on echoing in my head. I totally love this song so so much!!!